I dont know what to do.

So as anyone reading my blog would understand the problems I have had getting pregnant and staying pregnant. Well my cousin has asked me to help raise her daughter and I just feel so torn about what to do. I want to so bad I think it would be a good thing for me in my life right now. But its just that we moved about two months ago to a way better place but with a roommate. He works with my husband and sometimes he is not even here more then half of the time but still kind of a party house I guess you could say. I really want to do this and I think it would be a good experience for my husband and myself but I just dont know how Daves friend would feel about the whole thing. I found myself thinking about it more and more and cant get it off my mind. I feel by not doing anything........ well it makes me feel like crap. I just dont know what to do I could ask him and see what he says about the whole thing but at the same time he is the kind of guy were he would say okay its fine but not be okay with it. I really dont know I am thinking I will pray about it some more and maybe just ask him and see what he says. Even if its just a couple of weeks helping out my cousin or maybe turn into something more down the road.